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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Atonement

I removed "My First Time With a Male Companion" blog post. I received an extremely vicious and scathing comment from someone this morning that felt like a knife in my heart. I didn't want any more negativity arising from what I wrote, so I removed it. I think that was the poster's aim in the first place, to get me to do that.

Again, I had no idea when I wrote about my negative experience with Companion X two years I go I would get so much flak from it. All I wanted to do was share my experience, however disappointing, with other women out there to show the other side of the coin. It was my side of the story, I told it, and I thought that would be the end of it. I never thought people who didn't know me would judge me so harshly, but that's what happened.

I'm the type of person that says exactly what's on my mind and I try not to sugarcoat the truth. I only regret that I posted my experience online. Perhaps I should not have done it in hindsight, but yet, maybe the negative comments were to be expected. I know comments from strangers shouldn't bother me, but it did. Today I felt so depressed and upset, but as I started to think about it, I'm only letting those strangers on the internet have power over me by bringing me down.

Like I said in my previous post, I have made mistakes. Nobody's perfect. I know who I am and this is just one stranger's opinion (or interpretation) of what happened to me. The poster said I had to "grow up to own up" and they had "less respect" for me after reading my post. It doesn't matter if I gain this person's respect because I will never know who he/she is anyway.

The only person I have to "own up" to is me.